Saturday, June 23, 2012
When I first saw you.
After we found out I was pregnant from the beautiful pink plus sign, I called the doctor that day to set up a appointment....it was scheduled for a few days later, It seemed forever away and I couldn't wait to find out how far along I was and all the stuff I should be doing.
Due to my fertility problems...the Doctor really couldn't pin point when I conceived ....because I don't have a normal cycle and my ovaries like to hoard eggs, They scheduled me for a ultrasound the next morning to see how far along I was. The thought of having to wait 24 more hours killed me....but some how I slept that night...well I kind of slept :)
That next morning I just remember Jeff and I heading to the appointment and the excitement we both had.....We both just still couldn't believe it. I just remember praying that this was actually real.
We got into the room and there was a big flat screen T.V. for us to see the little nugget on. I will never forget that first moment I saw Jackson. He was just alittle shrimp. It was instant relief for me. I looked over at Jeff and he was just staring with this huge grin on his face, I thought how lucky am I and I felt proud that I finally gave him this. Then I saw the heart beat....and it became real to me. I cried like a baby. I was 6 weeks and he had a great heart beat. Even as alittle shrimp...I thought he was the best thing ever.
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